studying woes

I'll leave updating til exams are over. Or if I'm too stressed up.

But yup, trying my best to get into the mood for studying. Exams are like in 12 freaking days but no idea why I am not feeling any sense of urgency just yet! Argh. Then history will repeat itself - i.e. try to chiong last minute but can't due to heavy content therefore skim through fervently but forget everything when reach exam hall so panic plus sleepy and after paper just hope for a miracle to happen and that my A will somehow drop down from the sky.

Now that's a lengthy sentence.

But haiyah dunno how to say, I am feeling very guilty and stressed over not feeling stressed for exams! Currently I'm listening to math lectures (whole topic on integration mind you) at a stroll's pace and neatly/slowly doing long overdued tutorials.

Therefore I shall pen down what I have to seriously read in depth before D-day arrives:

1. Life Sciences - everything.
2. Math - integration.
3. Physics - possibly everything except light. ROTATIONAL MOTION AND FRIENDS ESPECIALLY.
4. Material Science - stuff that were tested for second test.


How on Earth am I going to cram that all in my brain in a span of less than two weeks?! FML seriously. I am really going to speed up. And try to lay off facebook for now.

This week was bad if you generally looked at it.

Cos the only lesson I attended was lab!!

;(

I am so so so screwed for exams!!!!

Anyway, finally got my track shoes and satisfied my meatball craving on Wednesday! AND I managed to persuade YJ to buy a bag. ;)



Yeah I know the picture looks badly taken, what with the angle and blah blah blah, but I'm not planning to be a photographer so screw you.



Nike Human Race tomorrow (today)! Running sucks totally but hope I can make it to the finishing line by 1.5hours. :/ Haha.

ion

Dr Cafe Coffee at the Ion.



The cookie frappe is fucking nice! $7 for a tall cup.



The 'guru' who insisted on looking at my fortune.



My life supposedly.



I want to go Orchard again soon! Sales beckon me.

on to happier stuff

It was great meeting the lovelies for supper at 126 on wednesday. Food and company were awesome. We should go there again soon! The century egg porridge is upzzz.



I'm secretly quite pleased with this hair tie cos it makes me feel young again! ;D Cass says I look about 3 years old. Whatever.



Stole this from Cass ahaha cos it looks so pretty and colourful. My current handphone wallpaper. I gobbled up the evidence after taking this.

Cass, upon seeing this, "Eh this looks like my cornflakes! Where you get from?"

Totally -_-



My room a month ago. It is wayyyy messier now.


And to more random stuff...


Glad that performance went without a glitch.

Fitness improved!

HAND ROLL HAND ROLL HAND ROLL.

The busride from TPY to Boon Lay was good. I love long bus rides.



And my mood sums up to be: euphoric.

If I can be devoided of all feelings, even if it's just for a moment, then bring it on.






Just now, for a fleeting moment, I felt I was transported back to 9 years back again.

I might be losing my mind.

tranquil melancholy

It's really surreal but at this point of time, at home, with the weather being scorching hot as usual, I feel about 9 years old again.

I am immersed in the strangely familiar surrounding and atmosphere again, and I recall myself having just taken a nice cool bath, and mum's sitting by the table in the dining room so she can help me prepare for my P3 English CA which I guessed was a few days away. There is slight breeze which helped alleviated the temperatures a little.

Same weather, same place.

And my mood and feelings are tuned back to 10 years ago now. All my major worries - studies, friends, canoe polo, health, hall - just vanished. I feel all so serene and peaceful and what's-that-word, carefree.

But soon it'll be back to reality and I remain this bothered, screwed up person.



If there's a time in life I'd want to stand still, this would be it.

Quote from a famous food blog:

Yes, it is a fact that eating really hot chilli is a soft form of masochism where one is subjected first ot intolerable pain so that it would induce the release of endorphins which bring relief and pleasure. Its like undergoing a 48 hour fast so that you can really enjoy a 4000 calorie A5 grade Wagyu steak -- well sort of.



Y'know, I kind of agree, hahaha. Chilli ftw!