The most unbelievable sentence I saw today:

I love studying!

Therefore, I can conclude that studying is indeed detrimental to our mental health as it makes people say the weirdest things.

I'm mightly pleased as I finally found something I want after a handful of unsuccessful shopping trips. Costed me a 20min walk to the ATM machine and a couple of swollen feet, but I'm still pleased nonetheless. (: And I found someone who spends a longer time patronizing shops than me ahha. And the person is none other than Ga- never mind. LOL.

Finding it super difficult to keep to my exercise regime as my track shoes totally spoiled, and it didn't happen when I was jogging back but jogging TO godknowswhere, so can't really gauge my stamina. ): Need to find alternatives now, so irritating. Aahh sponsors, anyone? Or you could lend me your track shoes. Hehe.

Super happy yet unmotivated currently. I think I shall steal Alan's brain when no one's looking.

xoxoxo

I think my fringe hates me.

Just one day after I've gotten it chopped to eye brow level, I managed to witness the growth of 3 medium-sized but fucking painful acnes on the forehead. The sight of them makes me cringe, but cringing makes them hurt even more. And the fringe feels super stifling like my forehead traps all the heat in there like greenhouse gases and I perspire more than usual, hence it feels oilier and sticks my fringe to my forehead.*(*^%^%&%$

Why did I cut it in the first place? In a hopeful attempt that my face doesn't resemble an ostrich egg, which kind of works but after weighing the pros and cons now I don't know if it's worth the price of vanity.

Anyway I broke my diet plan half an hour after its existence as a nice friend decided to treat me lunch and it happens I'm broke and super hungry at home. So I'll start it... Tomorrow. Heh. If there's nothing nice to eat.

Officially in them midst of the June holidays but I'm not as exhilerated as before. I suppose looking forward to its arrival cheers you up no matter how shitty your days have been as you believe all this nonsense would be over once it reaches and you'll be a new person who can balance your work and play so precisely that it scares your physics teacher. Then wham, it comes right smack into your face and you'll be thinking, this is it? No, you don't feel different, and yes, the holidays seem to be coming to an end even though it's only the first week. Is 4 weeks long? Depends. First week might go like, aiyah still got 3 weeks to study, no need to feel so guilty playing Viwawa or blogging crap. Then just waste your life in front of the computer. Cos 3 weeks sound like a looong time to study, no? Anyway you can study a BIT more everyday to make up for your slackness in week 1. Second week might go, eh got CO chalet leh, nvm lah, study after that cos thinking of mahjong makes me restless anyway. After CO chalet - too tired lah, read a bit of one subject can liao, next week chiong a bit more. There goes your second week. Third week, going overseas leh!! Super excited, need the whole week to shop for necessary stuff and to pack, no mood to study also! Maybe can bring work there and study a bit at night (highly impossible)? Last week I'll promise to mug. There goes the third week. What about the last week? One word: chiong. Amidst outings, dinners and the occasional outside lunch of cos.

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OK BYEBYE I GO READ BONDING NOW.

It's Thursday and I woke up at a deliciously early time of 10.15am. Super hungry now but lazy to go down and buy food and there is no more gas! ): I think the world secretly wants me to slim down.

Me and my stomach grumbles simultaneously.

On a happier note, the holidays are arriving!! Though it means mugging like for three quarters of the month (in my books), it still made me very anticipated and it kind of shows in my mood nowadays. :D I think the last time I was this crazy was maybe... After O Levels. Heh. Not last November, cos the holidays were half gobbled by CCA. But this time it's just, empty. And I get to fill in the calendar what I want to do everyday. ^^ Shiok to the max.

Yesterday was quite a fun day filled with music (band concert at Esplanade), sinful food (NYNY!), minimal homework (Vectors assignment haha), dressing up and camwhoring. I'll see if I manage to get the pictures. Anyway, great job to the band people from S41! It was quite change from CO music heh. I especially like the Manchu something, damn cooooooool.

Lalalalalalah~ I love the world.

Can't wait for hols!

It's over.

Concert preparations and late nights will now be a thing of the past.

Thank you, it was fun while it lasted.


Vhapsody 08 was my first, and probably last CO concert ever. What a great way to end this chapter of my life. It was undeniably memorable, although I don't really show any indications of it. VJCODJY, you guys are great. I could not have learnt so much without the help, however tactless, that you all gave me. The exposure to new songs and techniques are very much appreciated as well. You guys also helped to strengthen my interest in percussion, to the extent that I look forward to (almost) all the practices. I now can lose myself in the music easier and is still trying my best to perform without giving a hoot to who might be sniggering at me despite the spastic actions and horrendous playing. In that sense, I have grown as a person to not bother the judgements people might pass on me, cos why do you care? So long as I'm happy, all is well.

I can't say that I performed up to my expectations yesterday, in fact, lag by a lot. Quite upset about my snare drum and timpani roll. Super inconsistent lah. Nervous? Maybe. Or it might just be an excuse. But on a whole, I think percussion did quite well, so yup, like that lor --> :D :D :D

Lao Hu Mo Ya was awesome, KG just anyhow whack when he forgot or something, but the overall effect is quite good! No breakage at all. I could see LX surpressing her laughter throughout ;) And L yes I totally forgive you even though you blocked me for the whole of Tai Wan and when I moved the timpani to my left you just had to move as well so I couldn't see the conductor for the whole song and had to look at KG due to his humongous actions. HAHA.

Anyway I super love Da Gui, Tai Wan Zhui Xiang Qu and Fen Yong Qian Jing.

Oh oh and thanks to the lovely people who came down to watch! Your comments were really encouraging and kind of lifted my spirits higher.

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I feel my efforts being appreciated somehow.

In all, many thanks to VJCO, especially VJCODJY, and those who came, for making this an unforgettable experience for me. At least, I won't be stepping down with regrets.

Signing off with love.

Firstly,



HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO DEAR IVIE! YOU MIGHT BE OLD BUT WE STILL LOVE YOU :D


Haha she's the first girl to have ice cream smeared across her face, cake on her back, and being dunked in the fountain as the finale. Lucky. Not. Hahahaha. Anyhow hoped she enjoyed herself today.

Lol stress level just dropped by more than half after the cutting of cake and passing of card and present. Sorry to some of the people I was a tad agitated/impatient with this morning. Nevertheless, I guess it was worth it in the end, hor Gan. ;)

Yesterday was Ben & Jerry's free cone day!! First time queue up take free ice cream, quite fun leh! Though technically we just jumped queue to somewhere right in front :x muahahaha. Oh well, next year must do that again. Nice/free stuff makes people happy, but nice AND free stuff literally pumps the enthusiasm into people and make them do mad stuff like queueing for one million years to get their hands on it.





See how happy we are.

Anyway, life is tiring but contenting for me now. (: Not having much crazy mood swings anymore. Yay! It's times like this I don't feel so hollow but instead quite thankful of who I am and happy for what I have done. Lalalalalala the world is a lovelieeeeeeeyyyy place. :D