My fever peaked during performance yesterday. ): so was feeling quite uncomfortable throughout. Thankfully I've recovered! Yay bye to sore throat, body aches and raging forehead but hi to dumb flu. Kept sneezing throughout the day. Gahh my nose feels like it's about to drop off. But thanks to the people who were concerned, especially XX for helping to buy the luo han guo thingy and TK for bringing panadol.

And is it me, or are people getting more uncouth nowadays. HAHA.

TM is a piece of shit to study. Ugh. So is Lasers and Semiconductors.

Gah I feel so horrible now that I don't feel like stirring out of bed (which I obviously did in the end). My throat is swelling real bad and I am having a body ache. :'( I think I am going to develop a fever.

So if you don't see me in school on Monday doesn't mean I pon ok! I don't know why people always accuse me of ponning everytime I don't appear! I am a Decent School Girl (or DSG) hahahahhaha.

Drats, later still got performance for College Day. Acting as cute mice holding a wedding. BAAHHH I hope I don't faint on stage.

My T3A is still finalized! ROAR! ANGRY~!

And now I say hi to fucking GP comprehension.

It's downright hilarious and somewhat annoying to read some young people's blogs nowadays. First they seem to always have some unknown person tagging something childish and spiteful like "dun act cute la, you think you sibeh chio meh? pui" or something along that lines. Then perhaps secretly fuming inside, they decided to smile through gritted teeth and come out with some reply that makes them sound cool and witty and at the same time niao the anonymous dude. Which always fails. Cos no matter how many times they claim that they find the whole thing damn funny and are not the least bothered by it, the irony of the subsequent lines never fails to amuse me. Not bothered still can write one essay to rebutt that one line a random person make. Not bothered. I...believe you. Yeah, totally. And and and the expressions they use are, to put it nicely, rather original and interesting. But it keeps niggling at me that they are trying so very hard to show that they are in charge. Which is kind of irking. I don't know how you express it exactly, but it just makes me feel like pulling out their hair and dumping it into the nearest trash can. But of cos I'm too nice for such stuff so I'll settle for blabbering it to whoever reads this hahaha.





I love Wu Shuang muahahaha. And Jay for that matter.

Ok bye going to mug due to appealing incentives for doing well. HAHA.

Reasons why I'm happy:

1. Cao Ge's concert was super good - minus the Zuo Wen Xuan and unknown guy part.
2. Ai Guo is fun! Ahhaha.
3. I understand Nuclear Physics after 2340720 years.
4. I'm not lagging for any tutorials currently for the first time.
5. F.I.R is coming Singapore.
6. I found my ambition.
7. Tomorrow is quite a slack day for lessons.
8. SDD!! With lovely people! :D
9. People actually entertain my nonsense.
10. K-ing with enthusiastic people! I like man.

Reasons why I'm not:

1. I feel fatter.
2. No money.
3. Fail almost every subject = remedials and more remedials.
4. There is CO tomorrow WTH??
5. Still looking for people to go F.I.R concert with me.
6. My body is secretly invaded by these awful things. T.T
7. I don't get the shit about Hypothesis testing.
8. Ditto Electrochem I and II.
9. I want to eat grilled scallops.
10. Bloody unfair why I have to work my ass off while people are happily lala-ing about.

If you have any solutions to end any of my misery please feel free to email/pm me cos I'm really at my wit's ends. For example, you can email something like "Since you are such a great friend of mine, I shall give you $200 and treat you to grilled scallops this Saturday". Then, uh, you will make it the list of my BFFs HAHAHA. What a fantastic gain for such a small sacrifice.

Or else, just pretend you didn't see anything. And don't give me any crap on life's meaning.

I am sitting quietly in front of the computer, lecture notes in my hands. "Periodic Table", so the title reads. I shudder at its presence and proceed to login to Blogger and hence type this post.

Maybe it is the reflecting, but my current state suddenly hit me full force in the head during mid afternoon. I am not performing well at all, yet I am still engaging in pretty mindless activites as though I have an Alan residing in my brain to spoonfeed me with answers and knowledge which never belonged to me anyway.

"Then what are you still doing online!" you exclaim. "Wasting your time blogging and viwawa-ing and godknowswhatelse! You're really contradictory you know."

Yes I know. But when you're not in exactly the best of moods, I'm sure the last thing you would want to do is to study your guts out. I rather sort it all out first, go to bed to forget all of it, then study the next day. Hopefully it doesn't turn into a habit or else I'll pushing my revision all the way til the As come knocking at my door and I get a panic attack. There's so much to do and so little time, as I have to admit that my foundation for every subject is rather screwed. Panic rose to a peak then sunk down slowly as depression. But then as every thunderstorm ends with a lovely rainbow or what shit and you realise it's not the end of the world, a few good friends timely conversed with me and they really did lift my out of my horrid self-pitying state (slightly). Which made me try to throw away what's done and start planning what are my next steps. After all, shitty CT2 results are already a fact, but as to whether my As will be equally shitty is still a mystery. Oh and to warn you first, if i do get shitty A Level results, I will just kill everyone in sight. But that's not the point now. Yeah so I'm currently not so sad, more motivated and inspired by the people around me. (:

Bless the nice people who were concerned for me. I love you guys xoxoxoxo. And I won't give up.

Got back a few subjects' CT results, and they're really bad. And I've no one to blame but myself. For being last minute, complacent, boh chup and not trying enough. But rest assure I will kick myself in the ass to buck up from now on. (: Cos time shows that it certainly does not wait for me.

And screw all those people who blithely exclaimed, "Oh shit man I wasted 2 marks due to carelessness if not I can get an A/B!" (not pin-pointing anyone) You know what? Go fuck yourself, cos it irks to hear such stuff when the majority of the population is like scoring 20 points below you and you're leading like no one's business. Thanks for exhibiting your sensitivity, or the lack of it. At this point of time I proceed to roll my eyes a million times and point my middle finger until it cramps to such annoying people.

Anyway the weather today is lovely with a slight drizzle. Man I love chilly days. (: But that means I spent the day lazing around, abandoning my original plan on starting to read Electrochem and copying 5 chapters worth of lecture notes. Aahh...

Went to k yesterday. Which was not bad but rather unsatisfying due to the time constraint (2h only! Wth!) Finally got to sing my Shao Nian ahhahaha. And I sang it at a grand total of 3 times, with one at QY's clubhouse. Lol.

There's this song that is stuck in my head for quite a while, so I think I'll post it up to share it around and hopefully it gets stuck in your head too. Make a guess, Ivie will know it best. :D






Muahahaha.
To end off - I love my friends, and the arts make me happy. Ta!

Bloody T3A is stressing me up to the max since I have to exaggerate what I have and make up what I don't. It's going to make me sound like an arrogant bitch whom the world revolves around.

BAH.

I hate wednesdays. Packed full of tutorials in a straight line. And my energy level is nearly zilch thanks to Electrochem and Vectors 6. Oh heavens please give me a break what did I do to deserve this??? :( :( :( :( :( :( :(