I was in such a foul mood generally yesterday that I feel quite apologetic now :/ to the people at the receiving end. Bah. Yesterday really was not my day. So, sorryyyyyyyyy. :( :(

To M, about opening the letter without my knowledge.
To W, for pulling such a long face when you arrived late. Walan now I am super guilty.
To D, for tones of exasperation and irritation when you finally called back.
To the weather, you can come and suck my butt.



Ok bye the weather is !@#$%^$@ing killing me.

pssfff

Bah. Not in a good mood today.



In summary, went to the Singapore Science Centre and Da Vinci exhibition, followed by Vhapsody 2009. I just don't like when people do not pick up phone calls or reply text messages. I might have died in the meantime and no one knows. Anyway Vhapsody wasn't bad but I was quite disappointed with a couple of songs which I felt could be a lot better. And I arrowed out a guy whom I dislike at first glance. Hmpf. In this very mean mood currently.







and the feeling of being a sub never seems to go away

I seriously cannot tolerate bad English. Both written and spoken.


Just a random thought after watching like an episode of S Factor which is a seriously damn funny show.

wtf is with little tyrants on the loose

I fucking fucking fucking hate little tykes who are so full of themselves that they think they are always right and they fucking rule the world. Sorry to say but the fucking world does not revolve around you so wake up your idea and deflat your bloated head for a second. No one owes you fucking anything so just fuck off, go to hell and maybe the world will be a better place to live in. No, you are not royalty and you fucking ought not to be expecting everyone to bow their heads to you and mumble in defeat. You are just this piece of filthy shit that no one owes a living to except maybe your parents. Yet again, they are fucking your elders so if you do not give them their dued respect I don't see why they have to even give a hoot about you. Now means now? Go fuck yourself in the ass. Then kill yourself and I'll bet you won't be sorely missed.

Life has been too kind to you. You deserved to be fucked upside down. Unworthy garbage.

mumbles under my breath

I laugh, I cry, I make blunders, I do silly things, I have my mood swings, and my life is filled with ups and downs. Just like any of yours.

I don't see why I have to be judged so critically when all I do is act like a normal human being.

I have this belief that God is fair and there is always a reason for every outcome. A balance is striked between academics, physique, social skills and EQ, as how our mind is molded to think will dominate a certain aspect and hence shift some of the attention away from the other categories. I feel that pursuing perfection is unrealistic as in our midst to become the ideal person, we more or less will compromise some aspects of our life, perhaps happiness, or the ability to find joy in the simplest things in life.

Also, I don't like it when people act as though they know everything about you when in actual fact they do not understand a single thing. I admit I am sometimes guilty of that. Everything is relative; what may seem good to you might not appear so in comparison to others. Man is ultimately self-centred- he will not truly empathize with another unless he is thrusted in that same position. He will then realize that all those seemingly appeasing words are meaningless and somewhat annoying. When you're up there, it's all oh don't worry everything will turn out fine, but when you are in the pits, it's just GODDAMN IT SHUT UP IF YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.

So, people. If you know what's best for you.



I am in this damn sulky mood cos this morning at work I was freaking stuck in the lift for 40 seconds with 2 people smoking, and thus my freshly washed hair stank the whole day. But hey, look on the bright side, no more accounting from today onwards yeah!

bye accounts you suck

Accounts can kiss my ass cos I AM RESIGNING NEXT FRIDAY WAHAHAHAHAHA. This thought has been floating in my mind for some time already but I didn't bring it up since I didn't know how to do so amidst the arrival of my salary (like super late) and the flurry of stuff to do that keeps piling up. But I believe it must be fate cos one fine Tuesday Aaron conversationally asked us when we planned to leave, which is a stupid question in my opinion, and we just zam, "Next Friday."

Muahahahaha his expression was shiok to view. :D

Yay no more early mornings and staring at the computer for 9 over hours and squeezing into bus 133. :D:D:D Best of all no more lewd old men leering at you even if you are wearing jeans and a jacket. Like what the fuck is their problem. And the worst thing is they ogle openly which is quite disturbing and disgusting.

It has been quite a fruitful week, considering my social life practically dwindled to null after starting to work office hours. Drum lesson was a blast and I'm superrrrrr happy :):) learnt many new stuff which are pretty cool. Caught up with Ivie Sim the saddistic teacher who failed a whole class in Geography, Chew whom I believe treats me like a substitute boyfriend -.-", and had a first colleague outing! Which is pretty weird actually cos they are like all in their own worlds and concentrated eating like it's the last day on Earth. Oh well. At least I know to avoid such stuff again.


Lovesss. The group picture will agonize a certain someone if posted hehehhehe.

This is such an abrupt ending but BYE I'm tired. Need to catch up on my sleep :(