have been feelin assholic n down these few days. dunno why. maybe its just one of my mood swings, or... not. wadeva. n i hate this feeling. intertwined with the feeling of uncertainty n doubt. like, would some1 tell me wth is goin on?? i dunno. "nthg". the standard ans. how predictable. how m i then suppose to noe anything. or im not suppose to. dunno. crushed. smilin or at least trying to smile doesnt cover the fact. it doesnt cover anything. cos its real. jus that u cant see it. aside from being short fat n ugly, my personality sux. yes. typical eg of wad everyone should NOT be. every1 can jus stare n cong2 zhong1 jie4 jian4. or wadeva u use to describe it. but hey, guess wad? i dun care. well, not anymore. im such an ass. a dimwitted, idiotic, dumb ass freak who severely lacks in people communication skills. yes, thats who i m. n thats wad u get.