Had this long inspiring talk with Kane last night when I was suppose to be studying about Electrolysis. He actually made me realised a lot of stuff I have failed to see, or rather, never really understood.

He first went on about his experience during his 'O' levels year, saying that there wasn't enough time to cover everything and stuff. However, he did mention that at the start of the year (like us now), he felt that there was still so much time, why study so hard now? Haha. Actually that is exactly what is going in my head now. =X But after what he said, I think I'm gonna start my studies maybe in a few days time...

Yup and he went on about other things which I'm curently too lazy to type about, which already made me feel considerably nervous about the 'O's. I'm so very afraid I again will not enter the JC of my choice, or even to JC at all. Entering ZH is like one of the regrets in my life can. Not even my top 3 choices. But then, look on the bright side. Fear is good. At least it will motivate me to study. =D

Today's chem paper was like shit. It was as though I didn't study properly. Or maybe I didn't study properly. Oh well. What's done is done. So long as I learn from it will I ever improve. =) I will be lucky to get away with a B...