Lovestoned - Justin Timberlake



I'm totally addicted to this song. It's damn nice can! Though the mv reminds me of physics... i.e. waves.

Yup I'm back to blogging once again. I guess I still need my personal space to rant on or emo about some stuff. And I have nothing else to do if I don't feel like studying, haha. Studying during this period is totally crap. Makes me feel as though I haven't been paying attention to anything for the whole of this year. Yes, I have tried my best to, ok! Not my fault if I doze off in a too boring lecture!

Don't think I'm cut for the JC life. For one, studies are a major prob as compared to the O level days. Even my absolute favourite subject Chem has sank to a ranking slightly above the colour blue. Hate blue like mad can. And I also feel as though I have no freedom to do what I really want. Even simple stuff like going to the movies require an internal argument of the voices in my head. One shrieks, "Do your tutorials lah! Watch what watch, you want to retain ah!" The other bellows, "NO LIFE AH YOU." The latter always wins, heh, but always end up with a headache whenever I go out -.-

I don't know how is it my classmates cope with this sort of stuff lah. So irritating, always see some of them complete their work and smugly glance at the others rushing through the work in a lame attempt to complete everything. When approached about something, they (some) give you the you-are-so-dumb look and sigh that everything is so common sense. If I could I would just skewer their faces and BBQ them for the dogs to eat. Not saying my class is damn bad- I like my class- but there are times when some people just make a complete asshole of themselves by barely covering their cockiness and shoot you their jiao bin. Not exactly tolerable. But not exactly a big issue that requires confrontation.

All this has been making me nostalgic about secondary school life, where everything was clear-cut, and more fun. JC life has been all about mugging, mugging, and more mugging, which fuckingly sucks. Hate it like mad. But what to do, if want to enter university the arguably fastest way, I'll just have to grin and bear it. After all, what's life without some stress? Nothing like it to propel you forward to be the best you can be. Still, it's easier said than done.

Study study study study...sheesh what a drag...