It really sucks to have insufficient cash to spend. ):


Suppose to be doing pw now, but here I am lusting after bags which at the moment I can only, well, lust after. The xiang-sthg-jin one very nice! I like! Subjective though, so I can't tell you to go and die if you disagree. But I wouldn't mind if a someone buys it for me (: you reading this, I know you're a damn nice person and you want to make me happy right! Go on, buy for meeeeeee (: I swear I'll say hello to you every morning instead of shooting you an irritated glance for talking to me so early in the morning. Heh.

Ok, more on less materialistic stuff. I have had enough of self-centred people who only know how to talk about themselves and what they do, how great they are etc etc. Not saying that narssicism is wrong, it just gets very annoying when you just have to share it with the world and expect others to constantly think/talk about it. People have enough stuff to think about without the likes of yours ok! Think that is very selfish, and definitely IRRITATING. The most unbearable ones currently come in two forms (there will be more to come) - those who love talking about their love issues, and those who love talking about academic achievements.

1. Love-affair-talking people
Hello, you have to realise that no one gives a shit about this so-and-so guy/gal you fancy, especially if it's someone I have never even clapped my eyes one. I understand if you want to share with others your 'happiness' or whatever it is called, and give some random facts about him/her so that the person seems more life-like. But please, no more overload of details that makes me know the guy/gal more than I want to. Trust me, there are people's crushes whose favourite food, hair colour, height, waist size, results, pocket money yadda yadda I can recite in my sleep in an Indian accent. This isn't an engaging conversation at all; it just turns people off so bad that you'll get a sinking feeling whenever you see the person come online and fretfully turn your status to appear offline/block the person. (yes the other person can appear offline too, but whatever) This kind of issue dominating the talk will certainly have the other party screaming down the line, "DO YOU THINK I GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ________? ALSO NOT MY BEST FRIEND. " Then he/she will proceed to slam the phone down and yank out the telephone wires and of cos, not forgetting to bar off the person's no. from his hp. Ta-dah! Quick way to lose a friend. (or is it only me who thinks so? haha) so people out there who regret their choice of being my friend, please do the above exactly and I swear I will pull out all your hair and stick it to your armpits.

2.Academics-issue-talking people
To clarify the meaning of this: I don't don't like people who do talk about results; that is perfectly fine. What so not fine about this is that there are some people who are a tad insensitive and go around asking people's marks like asking who has completed gp homework. Especially people who have scored rather well asking people whom they know might have a failure lurking somewhere amidst their record. Ego bruising or not, I ask you? And then they give you the "orh" face. I cannot stand that face lor, see already will du lan. Like they're secretly smirking, "Haha, this paper so easy, why I can do they cannot do! Luckily my brain is functioning well, not like some people's." Please lor, if I know I have scored well for a certain paper, I will not go around and ask for people's results. I can promise you that I don't. Cos it will only make the person feel even worse and make the 'asker' look very smug and arrogant. And if I don't want to tell, don't keep asking unless you want me to kick you in the ass. On top of feeling depressed or something, still need to feel annoyed. And some of them are like, "Oh, I scored highest for xx! You must feel happy for me (despite your CMI grades)! Wooo! Congrats to me for not having to scrub toilets like you!" So you expect me to whoop in delight for your sake and momentarily forget about my state? Dream on, sucker. Hate sympathisers too. They rub salt into the wound by pouring sea water over it (constantly reminding you about your shitty grades). Any of you like that to me the next time, I will shave away your eyebrows and draw a U shape on where they used to be. Hmpf. Peeved.

Good thing: 2. only occurs during the post exam period, whereas 1 is all the time -.- oh well luckily not both together or else I will go bonkers.



I digressed too much from pw! And I'm already very tired. Still got hairdressing appointment at 11.30am tomorrow, means must wake up at 9 plus. WHAT THE (read: a virtually impossible task). So, sleep or pw? Sleep, pw, sleep, pw, sleep... yawn. Ok I shall TRY and do the poster for pw by... 10.30am? And check the sponsorship thing asap. Ugh. If not someone will kaopeh me. :/ ALRIGHT I'M GOING TO SLEEP GOOD NIGHT. Anyway, feel so much better now after typing those pent-up frustrations ((: