I cannot forgive myself for everything I did.

Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.

Screw the "it can't be that bad lah" and the likes of it. All bullshit. You're not in my position so you won't know how I'm feeling. So I'll be darn grateful if you'd just shut your mouth, thanks. No one ever says it pays to be kind. Or maybe you're secretly pleased that you have one less person to compete with you to be top 3 or something.

Screw you freaking hypocrites. And screw me for being a bloody cock-eye for almost 99% of all papers. You better start thinking properly, or even thinking at all, you lard-filled brain.

Here's a middle finger to y'all. And me.