I am...

- super exhausted.

- feeling dumber by the day due to the lack of constant activity by the brain.

- starting to feel apprehensive upon looking at numbers.

- having a really bad backache.

- eating and expanding by the minute.

- getting unfocused in everything that I do.

- talking too much rubbish nowadays. And then forgetting what I've said the next second, literally. Where's the filter and rational mindset?

- indignant about being of a lower priority than someone I don't think is worthy of a higher rank than me. Yes I am unreasonable and analshit.

- losing my purposes in life. Come to think of it, I think I've forgotten what they are.

- spending my money like drinking water.

- afraid my english will deteriorate to nothingness.

- getting increasingly oblivious to my surroundings and actions.

- still trying to understand why some people are trying so hard to fit in that they lose all their individality. Don't you have a fucking mind of your own???

- losing my ability to type in continuous prose. Oh crap.

- trying to offset people's flaws with their good points, so they seem more likeable. Failure so far.

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- just hoping to catch a glimpse of your face.





Please.