mumbles under my breath

I laugh, I cry, I make blunders, I do silly things, I have my mood swings, and my life is filled with ups and downs. Just like any of yours.

I don't see why I have to be judged so critically when all I do is act like a normal human being.

I have this belief that God is fair and there is always a reason for every outcome. A balance is striked between academics, physique, social skills and EQ, as how our mind is molded to think will dominate a certain aspect and hence shift some of the attention away from the other categories. I feel that pursuing perfection is unrealistic as in our midst to become the ideal person, we more or less will compromise some aspects of our life, perhaps happiness, or the ability to find joy in the simplest things in life.

Also, I don't like it when people act as though they know everything about you when in actual fact they do not understand a single thing. I admit I am sometimes guilty of that. Everything is relative; what may seem good to you might not appear so in comparison to others. Man is ultimately self-centred- he will not truly empathize with another unless he is thrusted in that same position. He will then realize that all those seemingly appeasing words are meaningless and somewhat annoying. When you're up there, it's all oh don't worry everything will turn out fine, but when you are in the pits, it's just GODDAMN IT SHUT UP IF YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.

So, people. If you know what's best for you.



I am in this damn sulky mood cos this morning at work I was freaking stuck in the lift for 40 seconds with 2 people smoking, and thus my freshly washed hair stank the whole day. But hey, look on the bright side, no more accounting from today onwards yeah!