Yesterday was a completely different experience in all ways. I particularly like the adrenaline rush when on the road. And yes I was sort of touched at some points.

It was all rather confusing for me. Is it cos it's something I want so badly? Or is it him. Should I feel tainted? I don't know. I need some answers. And possibly two tight slaps across the face.

No I didn't have sex, you pervert.

I admit it was comfortable, but I don't feel any emotional attachment whatsoever. Just let it be. Sure knows what to do. Wasn't even a looker. So why was I mesmerised?

Questions, questions. Now time for some answers.