talking to myself

It's really amazing how a 2.5 days empowerment camp can shift my perception of life so much. For that I thank my parents for forcing me to attend it, I have gained much.

So anyway training camp starts today! I am super stressed over it, what after the fiasco with my stern turn yesterday. At every attempt to stern turn, I managed to splendidly capsize and this went on for about 12 times. Mortified to the max. But hey, at least I know that my roll is not bad haha. And now my hips ache like nobody's business. Zomg I want my footrest fixed!!! And I really need my momentum to get going.

Oh and happy birthday Debbie Quek!!! You are now an old bird. Sorry if i kept hitting you (and others) at Social House yesterday! And I remember that no one wanted to send me home cos they scared of me :/ BUT THEN I WAS SOBER AND ALIVE OKAY. And I wanted to club. :/// the dancing hasn't worn off me yet HAHA.

Aah training camp is drawing nearer and nearer... please please please I beg you Stepfanie not to embarrass yourself anymore. 110% commitment and get into state damn it!!!!

I AM GOING TO GET MY STERN TURN RIGHT.
I AM GOING TO PASS CORRECTLY.
I AM GOING TO CATCH PROPERLY.
I AM GOING TO DRIBBLE IN A STRAIGHT LINE.
I AM GOING TO SPRINT FASTER.
I AM GOING TO SHOOT FOR THE GOAL WELL.
I AM GOING TO ETCH THE STRATEGY OF THE GAME IN MY MIND!!!

I may not have the talent, but I sure have the drive. Jiayou!!!